I also know the passwords to all of his email accounts - even though he doesn't know that I know them! Gotta love having computer geek friends who know how to crack into things like that!
P.S.S.
I know this distrust is unhealthy, so does he, but I still have to check up on things for now. I do this less and less and less as the time is going on, but I still feel better knowing that I have access to the things that he used to hide from me. Maddy has changed our lives completely and I think she has really affected his view of our "family" and our marriage, and I know that eventually this will all be in the past, but I can't really talk about this stuff anywhere but here.
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Can I suggest somthing? Counseling....you obviously want to find something out -- and you're looking for something. Believe me -- I know. Been there (all though jeff didn't cheat on me.) I imagined that he was and went nuts.
Give it a try. That way you can find out why he did this to your marriage - and gives you a way to vent your anger in a healthy manner.
Thanks, Trish. You are absolutely right. I should bring this up with him. I'll keep you posted. Thanks for reading and caring - I really appreciate it.
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